You must be familiar with the name Bella Hadid, right? Bella Hadid is one of the world's most popular and talented supermodels. But behind the glitter of his life as a celebrity, there is a sad story that he has kept.
Recently, Bella Hadid shared her feelings and anxieties in an interview with Vogue. One thing that is quite surprising to the public is the fact that he has undergone rhinoplasty or rhinoplasty at a relatively young age, namely 14 years.
However, his decision at that time made him regret. Because, he could not maintain the nose inherited from his ancestors.
"I wish I could keep the nose of my ancestors. I can definitely get used to living with that nose," said the woman of Dutch-Palestinian descent.
Not only that, Bella also talked about the pressures and difficulties she experienced when she felt insecure with her sister, Gigi Hadid, who is also a world supermodel. In the interview, it was revealed that one of the reasons Bella had nose surgery was because she felt that she was always compared to Gigi Hadid.
"I feel like an uglier sister. I'm not as cool as Gigi, not friendly. That's what people say about me. And sadly, when you are told that over and over again, you will believe it," Bella said.
Reveal Mental Health Problems
Bella herself is known to have experienced various mental health disorders due to her profession as a model. Starting from depression, eating disorders, anxiety, and body image problems.
"I always ask myself, how can a girl who is so insecure, has anxiety, depression, body image problems, social anxiety, what did I do to get into this [modeling] business? But over the years, I've become a great actress. good. I'm always smiling and strong, "he continued.
Not only that, throughout her life Bella always felt she had to prove something to others. "People can say anything about how I look, about the way I talk and act. But in 7 years, I've never missed a job, canceled a job, was late for work. No one can say that I didn't work hard," he concluded.
In 2021, Bella also decided to undergo therapy. According to him, therapy is the best gift he has ever given himself.
"All this time, I didn't know what I was crying about. I always felt so lucky, and that would bring me down even more. People say, I live this amazing life. So how can I complain? have the right to complain, which means that I don't have the right to get help, and this is a problem."
The mother is considered to apply beauty standards
After Bella's interview with Vogue, many sympathetic comments were directed at Bella. On the other hand, the public also highlighted the condition of Bella who felt pressured to conform to 'Eurocentric beauty standards' at such a young age.
Eurocentric beauty standards are the point of view in which European culture is seen as ideal. Her beauty standards include a thin and tall body, long hair, light skin, large breasts, large eyes, small nose, and high cheekbones.
Not only that, the public's attention is also focused on Bella and Gigi's mother, namely Yolanda Hadid. Quoted from Buzz Feed, Yolanda seems obsessed with the body image of her two daughters, ranging from body shape, how to dress, diet, to the sports they do.
Yolanda is also publicly suspected of perpetuating beauty standards for her daughter. She has always admired Gigi's blonde hair and blue eyes and described her as an 'American girl'.
Through the reality show that she starred in, Real Housewives, Yolanda, who once worked as a model, discussed the appearance of her two daughters who were very different. He described the two as 'black swans and white swans'.
On another occasion, in an interview with W Magazine, he revealed that Gigi is an 'all-American' figure while Bella is 'darker and exotic'. The public then speculated that Bella's insecurity could be due to her mother's obsession with American beauty standards.
At the end of her interview with Vogue, one of Bella's priorities right now is her mental health.
"So now everything I do in my personal life is really to make sure that my mental state is maintained."